Someone to take in the mail

Up until now its been possible to imagine that she's on an extended holiday.
But the letters are mounting up.
I went over to collect pillows + kitchen equiptment for moving out.
The house was so quiet.
I fell asleep in her bed, with two pillows beside me. It felt asif she was lying there with me.
I cleared out the freezer, made sure the back door was secure and left.
I guess it's not my home anymore and I'm just someone to take in the mail.